'10

Well this photo quality is shit, but its meant to show all my albums. I organize my photos from year levels and the other day I made an "'10 year twelve' one (is '10 even right?)

Freaaaaaaaaaaken weird.

The end of an era

"I took your polaroids down from my room, I'm pretty sure you have a new girlfriend"

Well not really. Last night I took down all the photos off my wardrobe, I've kinda been wanting to do it for a while. I put a lot of effort into those magazine clippings and sticking them on but righ tnow they seem so cluttered. This is probably way off, but right now with the beginning of year 12 I feel really, really uncertain about what course I want to take and what I want to do professionally. And this wall just has too many ideas so I've decided to tone it down. I'm thinking a big map of the world on one door and a mood board that will be updated according to moods/seasons/yknow regularly. Besides, since I'm moving most of these photos will need to come down anyway...

Before


After



Its still pretty dull and not finished, I've just left it blank and that cork board which was meant to be my moodboard fell off. It looks so weird blank, I flinched a couple of times while putting clothes away cause I wasn't used to that new vast whiteness in my room.

The Cure

I missed Khoa while he was away, and I'm going to miss Elizabeth when she leaves tomorrow!

Today was excellent. The sewing machine started working again and I made mums bolero for her friend's 50'th birthday. Her confidence in my abilities is starting to increase and it makes me feel better about my future. Yesterday I felt like never going near a sewing machine or piece of fabric again, which would pretty much sink my future plans.

Elizabeth and I went shopping in the city. I haven't done that in so long. Except for Boxing Day which was really draining. We spent so long in each store doing nothing, but it was nice. It reminded me of when me and Fiona used to be friends and we used to just go city and outsit people at fast food places and spend forever opp shops. I miss her, but I can't ever picture Elizabeth treating me how Fiona did, so I'm not even gonna bother reminiscing.

I think I need to start a real diary, this blog is getting stupid

Girl A and Boy B are now friends again

Facebook should totally have that notification

Not.

But still, I like how after all this time we don't even have to ask 'How are you' and 'How was your day?', yet your window still flashes.

I missed that about us.

I feel good about everything but i really, really hope you meant what you said. You sounded genuine and I believe you, I really want to, but you were also drunk and a part of me is scared that you didn't mean everything you said.

If i say it out loud, it might not stay true, but if i forget I know you'll never bring it up again.

Damnit, I missed 11:11

Last Christmas '09

Boxing day shopping. Christmukkah celebrations at Joannes house. Slow bbq, lots of bread. Presents, a trampoline and all my favourite asian boys and girls (L)


We skulled apple juice like the good little girls we are although I'm clearly on drugs in this photo


Made Sonny take photos off us on the trampoline.






Aww I love our group photos like this.


"Happy Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it with a note saying "I Love You" I meant it.
Now I know what a fool I've been but if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again "

Oh hi

I haven't blogged in a while because to be honest, I've been out in the big bad world a little too busy to blog.

Besides my last post was pretty P. Sawyer of me and those that know me well know that after those kinds of emo posts I take a really long break from the blogging world. But now its the new year so I'm back. Before I post all 2010-sie, I want to put up all the festive photos, yay