Thursday, January 28, 2010

HEART OF GLASS



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I suddenly want one
so
so
so badly

I can't believe I didn't but it when I first saw it, I think its the cutest thing I've ever seen.

I WONT BE SEVENTEEN FOREVER







Brunch which turned into lunch.
Cupcakes
Red cardigans
Photobooths

CAT CAT CAT CAT CAT



So its no surprise that I love cats.
And I really like bags
And this bag has like a gazillion cats on it.
So it was only natural that I bought this bag today.
IT HAS CATS ON IT OMFG!!

Birthday present to myself instead of a fish named Wanda :)

YOU AND ME AND YOU IN THE PHOTOBOOTH



Aw thanks to Khoa and Elizabeth (and Fiffy Chu whose not in these photos) for being there on my actual bday. Love-ah-dove-ah love youse (L)

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

I'M YOUR BIGGEST FAN

These specs are freaken awesome.

YOU NAMED YOUR DAUGHTER EVE?



Wow, apparently she has her own fashion line, 'Eve', too. Usually I'm iffy about celebrity fashion lines. They're usually a little tacky and make you want to vomit a little in your mouth but this actually looks alright.



I really want this blazer.

PORT SURPRISE






After catching up with what episodes of the Hills that I can off Channel GO, I've really started to admire Whitney Port. She is seriously the only girl on that show with any clue to a sense of style. Lauren seems pretty generic and Heidi's just always fighting with her boyfriend. Oh my God, I love Whitney Port!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

CARDIGAN ROUGE

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LOOKBOOK.nu: "She's like a little bird, she flies from a to b" by Ashley Moe: "Red Cardigan from Target, Layered Ruffley Dress from H&M"









I want one
I want one
I WANT ONE

Fuck feelings

I have a diary now.

Besides, if i want to pursue a career, or atleast even past year the subjects I'm taking in year 12, than I should devote this blog to more arty and designy projects. And if it so happens that the art and the clothes I post reflect subtle hints of angst and heartbreak or euphoria then that is just my luck!

Besides, most of the stuff that me and Jill post on our tumblr get pretty deep and meaningful at times and I'd like to believe that what I write on there isn't just flowery sentences to please those who follow us; they really do mean something.


"For every minute you are angry you lose sixty seconds of happiness"
I just have to keep remembering that one.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Nine

These past few days I've been very petty and selfish.

At the most recent occurrence, I don't understand why.
But who cares about that.

Anywho, the cast of Nine was on Oprah today. Nicole Kidman, Penelope Cruz, Kate Hudson, Marion Cotillard. It comes out in the cinemas tomorrow on the 21st. I really wanna go see it but I doubt I will on accounts of me being far too lazy and far too burried in homework and party decorations and headpieces.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

everyone's so happy

i feel angsty and cynical. i want to complain about everything . it kinda feels like someone just came and shat all over my holidays, becuas so far ive felt good these holidays. maybe its just angst relapse.

i should really write in my diary but im also feeling lazy.

Silly girl

Staying up late

Waking up to find another day, the moon got lost again last night. But now the sun has finally had its say, I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in, it's all over me. I'm lying here in the dark. I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot.

And all I know is you've got to give me everything. Nothing less cause you know I give you all of me. I give you everything that I am, I'm handing over everything that I've got cause I wanna have a really true love, don't ever wanna have to go & give you up. Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring and I want to make it worth the fight. What have we been doing for all this time? Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe, don't want to lose the love I've found. Remember when you said that you would change don't let me down. It's not fair how you are, I can't be complete, can you give me more?

Friday, January 15, 2010

:@



A comic depicting what would have happened if my parents told me we were moving houses while I was home. In reality they took me to highpoint and told me and i cried in the foodcourt. Here, Thao's smashing all our fine china. She's scary sometimes

Copacabana




If I wasn't so intent on wearing a headpiece to my birthday, I would most definetly come wearing this.

Copaaaaaaaacabaaaaaaaaaaaaaaana
Music and passion were always in fashion at the Copaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
We fell in love
(L)

H to the olland

Teen Idols 4 You : Pictures of Willa Holland in General Pictures - pg

I want hair like that and legs that go for dayyyyyyyyys.


Thursday, January 14, 2010

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains and I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins. Cause your heart has a lack of color and we should've known, that we'd grow up sooner or later cause we wasted all our free time alone
- Owl City

I started writing something last night.

This is completely and disgustingly teen angst but I'm pouting and crying like a little bitch.

I don't care.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Fuck my life :|

I came to write a blog but i just realized I can't so I need my diary

NOW

12:04, Aw

Frankie says (12:04 AM):
*Nawwww!
*You have a diary...
LOLA. I always see you in the third verse; (um) says (12:06 AM):
*whats with the dot dots
*LOL
Frankie says (12:07 AM):
*Hahha
*That means you ownt blog onine anymore :(
*Nothing for me to read
*I wont know when youre down :(

I mostly do



Okay, so this looked a lot better in my head :(

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Well ofcourse you did

I'm starting my diary tomorrow. I've been planning to since new years as to tone down on the emo blogposts on here. There's so much I want to write but I can't write it here or tell people so I need a diary. Now now now. I wouldn't write it here unless I didn't need the reminder, seriouslyyyyyyy.

Dick and Jane

Sunday afternoons are simply not the same without a decent sunday hat.









I know. I put these on my msn default, on facebook and now they're on here. They'll probably go on me and Jill's tumblr, but thats only because I love them so much! I hope the pentax photos come out like this quality. And Khoa if youre reading this, thank you so so much for putting up with my crackwhore parents today. Seriously, if they didn't make us sushi I would have gone crazy. I love you Best Boy :)

Oh, oh I want you




http://www.lomography.ashop.com.au/p/726909/diana---sorry-sold-out--order-now-for-end-jan-2010-delivery.html

Theres possibly only one left in the entire of Melb, according to all the Fat shops i called in Melbourne. The Chadstone one has one blue one left.

ONLY
ONE

Fuck me dead.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Season 5, Episode 6

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Lucas: I saw your lights on, which isn't that surprising, I mean I know how hard you work. You know, you haven't been yourself lately Peyton. I mean not the Peyton I remember.
Peyton: Well, I haven't been that Peyton for three years.
Lucas: What's going on?
Peyton: Okay. I went by my old house, there's a teenage girl living now. And she showed me my closet door, and you know what that said? Lucas and Peyton, True Love Always. Always Lucas, that's what we were supposed to have until you showed up in L.A. three years ago and ambushed me.
Lucas: If by ambushed you mean proposed to you?
Peyton: Oh, yeah, out of the blue! A proposal that was driven by some insecurity that I have never been able to understand!
Lucas: Insecurity? Right. Let me tell you how you get "Always" Peyton: when a man asks you to marry him, you say yes. You don't say no and call him insecure!
Peyton: I never said no! I said that I loved you and that I did wanna marry you some day and, oh God, Luke! I wanted you so bad - but you gave up on us.
Lucas: I, I gave up on us?
Peyton: Yes!
Lucas: By proposing I gave up on us?
Peyton: No! By not waiting you gave up on us, and you know that's the truth!
Lucas: That's great Peyton! You wanna talk truth, let's tell the truth!
Peyton: Okay.
Lucas: You gave up on me! That's why you didn't say yes, you didn't think I could do it! You didn't think I could get my novel published, maybe you just didn't care, because it wasn't about you, or what you wanted.
Peyton: Well, if that's the truth, if I never cared, then how come every time I see this stupid book I buy it, every stupid damn time Luke. You said I was great! You said I could be great! You said we were destined to be together, you said it to the world, you said it to me and I wish you never had because you did not mean any of it!!!
Lucas: I'm gonna go.
Peyton: Okay, you know what? I'm gonna pay rent. I don't know how I'm gonna do it, but I'll figure it out, cause whatever this is, I don't feel right about it.
Lucas: It's called me being nice to you.
Peyton: It needs to stop.
Lucas: I don't know, maybe you're right.


Usually my quotes are all B. Davis, but lately I truly feel like P. Sawyer.

Then why did you end up with Peyton!?



Lucas:
Brooke, I’m sorry I said that. You’re not psychotic. I mean, a little disturbed, maybe.
Brooke: You think this is funny?!
Lucas: Know what I think? I think you’re trying to sabotage us. Find any reason so you can end it. So that you don’t have to worry about getting hurt again.
Brooke: But the same words, Lucas? The exact same words?!
Lucas: I never sent that letter to Peyton.
Brooke: And I never sent my letters to you either but they still meant something! Just tell me, why me this time? Why not Peyton?
Lucas: I can’t say anything bad about Peyton. She’s my friend, and she’s your best friend!
Brooke: That’s OK, you can say bad things about her.
Lucas: Oh, Brooke. The truth is, I care about Peyton.
Brooke: Then what is the difference?
Lucas: The difference… The difference is I love you, Brooke. I wanna be with you, not Peyton.
Brooke: But why? I need to know why.
Lucas: Because you kink your eyebrow when you’re trying to be cute. And you quote Camus, even though I’ve never actually seen you read. And because, you miss your parents, but you’ll never ever admit that. And because I’ve given exactly two of these embarrassing speeches in my entire life, and they’ve both been with you. I mean, that’s gotta mean something right? And because we’re both gonna get pneumonia, but if you need to hear why I love you, I can go on all night.

Don't you remember?



You don't remember do you?

"She took him back! Regina took Aaron Back!"

I hate train rides alone. I play happy music but as soon as a sad song comes on I start to think too much. Today's train ride was not pleasant.

South Melbourne Numero Dos








I can copy and paste photos from Facebook onto here :O I feel so high tech right now